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Below are poems that I have written when I felt gloomy.

No Idea (Purple Unicorns Mix)

You`re so brilliant at breaking that dome that holds my feelings.
And here I thought that it could only happen in my nightmares.
Whenever you step all over me I spend my Friday night staring at the ceiling.
Even though everytime seems to make it too hard to bare,
I will still hide it and answer to your wishes,
Simply because you will never realize the things you have done.
Mr. Seldestruction has taken order for renewed stitches,
But the concept of this surrender hasn`t even begun.
You dip that pastry in your coffee without the single idea
That what you are doing to him, her, me..
It`s tunneling an ocean of nausea.
It`s almost as if you can`t breathe unless the traps have impaled us and we are no longer free.
You spread this disease that devours the thin line of hope.
I don`t want to see myself living in ten more years,
Rather I want to see it straggled to death in the grips of a rope.
So you created me and you also helped me discover tears.
I`m not a doll that you can throw around and use.
I no longer want to be your relative, your friend.
I want to pick out that ice that holds your heart so it can`t abuse.
Please remember that you have lost my respect and trust,
This is the end.

What is Pain

What is pain?
Pain is something that offers embrace when no option is left
Pain is a comfort that relieves thought from reality
A lot fear it yet it is the cure for many an operation
If you cannot feel pain would that make make you inhuman?
If you enjoy the sensation of pain does that make you abnormal?
Pain is a confusion in itself
With many disagreements that follow up with defiance
Majority never want a thing to do with pain
And a selective few crave it daily
Pain devours and distracts for different things
Pain can be an enemy to one
Pain can be a best friend to another
Pain is the feeling that seperates us from everything else
Pain is an answer to deliver one into intoxication
Pain is indescribible unless death lead from it
What is pain?
Pain is everything and nothing
Pain is death
Pain is life
Pain simply is just pain

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Phantom: Hope you enjoyed your stay.. >.> Can I have your soul now?

Life in Pages

The blood drips to the floor and splashes
I guide the knife along a river of flesh
So that it may feed on something so delicate as human skin
I open I wounds to feel the remorse
That once overtook me and sent my ambitions on fire
That made my desires and wishes run away without hesitation
I have destroyed my own life
And I have experienced my own life with eagerness
I live day to day simply to find out what will happen
The day after the next
And what event will make me feel like living that much more.
I am a lone black rose set in the field of a million rellow roses
Don`t look now but I swear to god that I won`t make it
The pressure breaks through and makes me lower myself
Creating a dome of bulletproof fear over my image.
I can`t take another minute of this
I can`t stand another lifetime
For ridding of it all
I feel that I must
Because life is a book
You don`t have to finish it
And you don`t know how it will end
Such is me

Ok. Sorry I don`t have that many dark poems.. ^^' I seem to have forgotten where I put them. ;.; But There are a lot of love poems (for some reason) that I found, so I guess you can enjoy those a little more. Thank you for visiting though!